I have had a couple of very good days.
I was a bit discouraged Sunday night when Lindsay left and Eric and Lisa and Dave left. I knew it was going to be a long week without any hugs and the Dr's keep telling me that starting this week on for the next 2-3 weeks will be very hard. I was starting to have a pity party and I admit, I did shed some tears. Then I went to my Heavenly Father and told him I'm trying my best to be a good example and be cheerful but I needed some help. After a tearful prayer a peace and calm came over me and I was ok.
The next morning I was greeted by Sam, one of my favorite nurses. She had taken care of me when she worked nights a week or so ago. She is so cheerful and warm. We made a connection the last time she cared for me. Her husband is in Afghanistan and she needed a friend too.
What a special answer to prayer! I have had Sam twice this week and all is going pretty darn well. My poor kidneys are still "confused" according to the Dr's and so I still see a nephrologist every day along with my BMT Dr's and PA's. I am watched so very carefully.
I know Heavenly Father answers prayers. Even simple prayers of "I need help to be cheerful". I have had a couple of the Dr's mention what a positive feeling I have added. I think of my wonderful friends who helped me with the gift baskets and they are responsible for this positive influence too. Thanks again for your love and support and most of all thanks for your prayers.
I am happy. Still trying to figure out what I am suppose to learn from all of this.....but happy.
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